Alright so i've been out of high school for almots 4 months...wow...things have really changed...most of my friends have moved away...i'm making new friends though...i made friends with Adam *miraisenshi* he's really awesome...i love his artwork...also i started college...classes are going nicely...i haven't started my prerequisits yet...i'll be doing that next semester...odviously things between Donny and i didn't work out...he wanted to move a lot faster than i did...John moved away to Flagstaff...we haven't really talked since he got back from his trip to Europe...i think he just stopped caring...it hurts but i guess i just have to deal with it...no matter how much i love him if he doesn't love me back it's just useless...i've done a lot of growing up recently...the real world just kind of came up and slapped me in the face...i'm currently searching for a job...it's hard to find one though...one that i'm actually wanting to do and keep it for a long time...i've been spending a lot of time with Cat lately...she's one of the only friends i have left in town...she's a great girl though so i don't mind...i really miss Jennivere and Chuck and Amelia...and John...i wonder if they miss me? It's just so strange for everything to be changing like this...i just keep expecting school to start back up and to see them all again...i hope one day i do see them again...i've been working on my music lately...hoping to find a band soon...*yes i still have the dream of being a singer*...so i guess that's all that's new with me...

P.S. I MISS YOU GUYS!!!